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Proverbs 23:20-21 Meaning and Interpretation of My Problem.

Proverbs 23:20-21 talks about drinking alcohol and eating excessively.  I want to admit to everyone that I weigh 317 pounds right now.  I am having a very difficult time losing weight.  I also admit that I tend to eat more food at night than during the day.  This is the first time weighing 317 pounds.  I have been fat for the past 23 years now.  I really need all of your prayers because I have never in my life weighed over 300 pounds in my whole life.
I am going to be honest with all of you that I cannot take care of myself.  My clothes are too small for me.  I also want to say that I cannot take care of myself like I used to in the past.  I am very sorry for expressing this information about my physical mental and emotional challenges.

Finally, I want all of you to please pray for me and my family members.  This is because I have never been through anything like this in my 57 years of existence.  I need help taking care of myself.  I can barely tie my shoes.  I need help with cleaning up my apartment.  I am going to pass away if I do not do anything about this problem.  A Judge ordered me to take my medicine because I refuse to take my medicine because of issues with my apartment.

I want to inform all of you that I have a mental llness called Schizoid Affective Disorder.  I also suffer from Schizophrenia as well.  I have been hearing voices for 13 years now.  I do not have any business taking nine pills just to treat Schizoid Affective Disorder and Schizophrenia.  That's the problem, the Judge and the Psychiatrist refuse to terminate the medication all together.  The truth is that I am taking 30 pills per day.  This doesn't make sense to put someone on numerous of medications just to successfully treat my problem with schizophrenia and Schizoid Affective Disorder.  Thank you for reading my essay.

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