1st Timothy
5:8 And What It Means to All People? By Anthony Joseph Hopkins
Good Day Everyone!! I want to inform
all of you that I am blessed and highly favored by the Lord. How are all of you
doing today? Fine, I hope. I want to say that I am writing this essay because I
really need prayer in this area. First, I would like to say that for the past 4
years, I have neglected my household.
I will admit that I have been paying
bills for things that I do not need. I want to say that I have been paying an
excessive amount of money on a Cricket Wireless Phone Bill. I have been paying
$115.00 per month for three phone lines. I also have to pay my student loans of
$50.00 per month for three months from the University of North Carolina at
Charlotte. I have lawyers that I am paying each month for legal services. My
rent right now is $273.00 per month for Public Housing in Dayton, Ohio. I also
pay other bills and offerings to my Church.
Second, I want to say that as soon
as I read this Bible verse, I started crying because I have been neglecting
myself physically and financially. I want to say that I need another Smartphone
and I have to pay at least another $125.00 for a phone. I have been hurting
mentally because I have been hearing voices as well. When it comes to this
Bible verse, it has woken me up spiritually because I have been evaluating my
life over the past month right now. I will also admit that I have been feeling
like an unbeliever because I have neglected myself and my entire household.
Third, I have been getting sifted
like wheat by Satan and his demons. This has completely altered my way of
thinking. I am very sorry for telling everyone this information, but it is the
truth. I have been relying on Meals on Wheels food each week instead of
purchasing actual food for my own refrigerator. I know that I am very wrong for
mentioning all of this because I can barely take care of myself. I receive
monthly benefits from the Government because I suffer from Grand Mal Seizures
and I also suffer from Schizoid Affective Disorder. I also have other health
problems that I have right now. I am taking 23 prescription medications each
day. Therefore, I need all of your prayers because I suffer from Glaucoma and
Cataracts.
Fourth, I will admit that I have
been hindered by Satan because I have been oppressed and depressed. I know that
I have to get a job right now. However, I have been going to the hospital each
month for therapy and for psychiatric consultations. My household bills are
$880.00 each month. I also have to pay $186.00 dollars per month for life
insurance as well. I want to also say that I need Pastoral Counseling right
now. I also have to pay for storage of all of my possessions that are located
in Charlotte, NC. I have cried and felt depressed for the past few months. I
need all of your prayers and understanding because I have been beating myself
up emotionally over this Bible verse. Reality is sinking in right now. I repent
of all of my sins. Please forgive me of my sins. I am very sorry for neglecting
my household and for robbing God in all Tithes and Offerings. I realize that the
money that I earn does not belong to me. It belongs to God. Everything belongs
to God!!
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