If I have iniquity and sin in my heart God will not hear me. This is the truth because God does not like for Man to wrath. In James 1:20 says for the unrighteousness of Man does not produce the righteousness of God. I will admit that God is not happy whenever we are depressed.
I want to say that I suffer from Schizoid Affective Disorder and schizophrenia. I have been diagnosed with a mental illness since Tuesday July 15, 1997. I was admitted to the hospital for one week. I started taking medicine for my behavior problems. I also will admit that it has taken me 12 years to forgive my ex-wife for cheating on me. I had resentments very bad.
I know that I am not supposed to dwell on the past. It is that she has made me so angry that I had to seek refuge in another State in the United States of America just to preserve my sanity. This is the reason why I don't argue with anyone else anymore in life. Lord God Almighty God I am very sorry for my sins. I am repenting right now for all of the wrongs that I have done in the past and present time.
Lord God, Almighty God I am very sorry for harboring a lot of anger for Almost 50 years. I know that I am not perfect, but I tell the truth about myself and my behavior. I would like to release all of my anger in a constructive manner. Please Lord God, help me to speak with everyone with common sense.
I will admit that I have a lot of health problems right now. I am taking 15 pills for my mental illness problem. Lord God, I am calling you to let you know that I am very sorry for using someone else's work as my own. I'm asking for your forgiveness Lord God. I am going to release the Information for therapy next week. I have helped other people who are suffering from substance abuse and mental illness problems. Lord God, it is time for me to do your work inside of a Church in my hometown of Dayton Ohio. I will let the Pastor know that I will be volunteering my service at Fort McKinley United Methodist Church in Dayton Ohio. I also need to get admitted into a Treatment Center for Prescription Drug Abuse.
I need to get admitted into an inpatient treatment facility for six months. My dental work looks like a Jack lantern. I have to go to travel to Charlotte NC and resolve some Financial Issues. Lord God, please teach me how to help others.
I want to inform all of you that God’s Love is real. I know that I have my faults. I want to inform all of you that there are so much that I want to accomplish in my life right now. I know that I am still young. It is that I have a whole lot of writing to do within the next few months. I realize that God has not heard my prayers because I was living in sin.
My heart was filled with rage and anger. It is my fault because I one point in my life, God did not listen to my prayers. I know right now that God is a serious God. I feel that I have come a very long way in my life because I know right now that God is watching me. God is watching all of us.
Finally, I want to say to everyone that God will not hear your prayers because of sin that is inside of your heart. If you are bearing iniquity inside of your heart, God will not hear your prayers. God is taking all of us very seriously. God is an awesome God. Please take God’s Word very seriously. I understand Him right now.
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