What Does It Mean to Be A Kid at Heart?

What does it mean to be a kid at heart?   First, I want to inform you that it pertains to a person's inner child.  There are people who engage in physical, mental, or emotional acts that are feasible for human beings.   I want to be honest, I am a person who is intelligent, gifted, and very wise.  I want to say that I enjoy playing basketball with my friends and family members at the Park in Dayton Ohio.  Second, I really love God & Jesus Christ because they are protecting me each day of the week.  What I love to do is pray, read my Bible, &.attend Church on a regular basis 🙏 🙌.   I know that I have not been to Church in over a month because I was hospitalized for a seizure disorder.   I also had an injury to my kidneys.  I would like for everyone to please keep me in your prayers and thoughts because I am in poor health right now 🙏.  I know that I am a person who enjoys nature and animals.  I am a person who likes to climb trees & hills.  I have not played basketball in over two years now.   My AA Sponsor helps me to unlock the 12 steps of AA Recovery.  Earlier in the summer of this year 2024, I suffered from Covid-19 for one month.  Third, I really love playing with my nieces & nephews all of the time.  I am literally a child at heart because I love to have fun either with my family members or other children that are at the Park.  I have a passion for helping people with their own personal problems & talk to other people about Jesus Christ, who is My Personal Savior.  I am very happy to be saved & to become a Christian Man.   I know that I am not perfect, but Jesus Christ is my God & My Best Friend.  I love to help other people at Church all of the time.   A Child at heart is someone who enjoys life to the fullest.  Please pray for all of my family members and friends because the times are evil right now.  I really love to play Checkers, Chess, and Trivia Pursuit.  I also like to play cards each day of the week.  When I was much younger, I played at the YMCA in Downtown Dayton Ohio.   I also played basketball in Middle School in Dayton Ohio.  Fourth, I used to be all by myself because I used to get beaten up by my fair weather friends from 1972 through 1981.  Therefore, the only reason why I was already by myself is because other people took advantage of me.   My fair weather friends used to force me to do their house in school for 9 years.   Currently, the reason why I am by myself is because people used me and abused me for no reason whatsoever.  My mother and sister taught me a lot about life.  I went to Church with my grandparents and siblings each time the Church was open.  Finally, I know that I am a 59 year old man who Fears God and Jesus Christ.   I really Love God's Creation.   I really love to attend AA Meetings either online or in person.   I know that life itself was not very easy for me.   I truly love going to the Library at least five days per week because my personal environment is considered as a Hostile Environment.  Honestly, I hardly see all of my family members and friends because they all have Jobs working in the Dayton Ohio Area.  I really have been going through Age Discrimination because I have a lot of experience in working inside of a Library in Toledo OH and Charlotte NC for 13 years.   I have spent time working with troubled Youth and Street Gang Members for 3 years.  I just want to have fun with other people.   I need to start paying my Tithes and Offerings on a regular basis.  I need a job working anywhere, so that I am able to pay off my Student Loans and The University of North Carolina at Charlotte Campus.  The only question that I would like to ask every who is reading my essay.  Do all of you think that I am very intelligent and are capable of earning my Masters Degree in Social Work ?  Please be very honest with me because I really need to receive both positive and negative feedback from all of you.   Even though I am going on 60 years old, I would like to receive some feedback concerning my writing skills.  I might be hindering myself from any potential success because of Schizoid Affective Disorder that I have been suffering from for 27 years now.   I also hinder myself because I know that I am capable of achieving anything that I want for myself.  I am very sorry for dwelling on negative stimuli & things.  I have another question to ask everyone.  What do you think about a 59 year old man can obtain I want through hard work and changing my overall behavior in my life?  I am excited to play any board games or play Mortal Kombat or Sports Games online and on any platform that pertains to Salvation and Faith in God.  I do love playing portable games consoles that are available or older models.  I enjoy writing essays on a daily basis.   Thank you for reading my essay!  God Bless All of You 🙏.   May The Lord God continue to bless all of you 🙏.