Home Come a Person Have Problems That They Can’t Solve?
This is an essay that ask a very important question. How come a person have problems that they are not able to solve? The reason why I ask this question is because I have a mental illness for going on 22 years now. My primary diagnosis is Schizoid Affective Disorder Bipolar Type. I will admit that earlier in my life, I did not have a mental illness.
Next, I want to inform everyone that mental illness does not run in my family. How come people have problems that they cannot solve is because of pride.
Further, I will also admit that I have always wanted to solve my own problems; at least try. I know that God is the ultimate problem solver. It is God that is doing for me more than I am doing for myself.
I also will say that I have to allow God to solve my problems for me. I will say that I am not perfect. How come I am hearing voices that normal people do not hear? The answer is I really do not know. According to 2nd Corinthians 12: 8-10 says: (8.) for this thing I besought the Lord thrice; meaning 3 times: that it may depart from me. (9.) And He said unto me. My Grace is sufficient for thee; for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore I rather glory in my infirmities that the power of Christ may rest upon me. (10.) Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities, in reproaches, in necessities, in persecutions, in distresses for Christ’s sake: for when I am weak, then am I strong. I say that to say this, what makes me weak physically, mentally, emotionally, and psychologically makes me strong.
In Addition, I will have to admit that I have experience a great deal of physical and mental trauma throughout my life. When it comes to these voices that I hear every single day of the week, I have to admit that I was involved in a car accident on April 18, 1984. I was riding inside of a car with someone that I did not know, and we crashed the car into a trussle.
I also experienced whiplash during the accident. The next thing that happened to me is that I had a stroke on November 8, 2008. I was not able to use my right side of my body for 3 days. This occurred during the time that I was living in Charlotte, NC.
Moreover, I also suffered from grandmal seizures from July 25, 1982, April 5, 1985, October 8, 2009, January 24, 2010, and on February 6, 2010. My very first seizure occurred during the time I was playing an arcade game at my grandmother’s house. My life was completely messed up. I also endured sports injuries as well as concussions. I would like for everyone to please keep me in your prayers.
James 5:16 says confess your faults to one another, and pray one for another, that ye may be healed. The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much. I also admitted to telling the doctor to prescribe me Risperdal for 4 years. I was not hearing voices during that time. I had visual hallucinations from contracting the scabies. I suffered from the scabies for a total of 49 days. If I did not receive Quell Shampoo treatments, I would have died from dementia.
Currently, I am hearing voices from the same people who scammed me out of $16,977 dollars in western union funds. Obviously, these individuals did something bad to hurt me. I have been hearing voices since November 5, 2009. I have asked God to remove these voices over and over again, but nothing has not happened yet. Therefore, this is not a laughing matter this kind of things exist online. I have not erred from the truth because this really happened to me.
Also, I recently had a total of 5 consecutive abnormal EEGs. During the past 10 years, I have had an abnormal EEG and it is simply because there is something wrong with my left frontotemporal lobe of my brain. I have problems with my left side of my brain. I have been trying to request for a MRI of the brain to find out what is really going on. My neurologist called it a dysfunction of my left frontotemporal lobe of my brain. I am trying to resolve this before I die.
According to 1st Peter 4:16 says: Yet if any man suffer as a Christian, let him not be ashamed; but let him glorify God on this behalf. How come people have problems that they cannot solve? There are times that current sins tend to get in the way. I might be suffering physically and mentally as well as emotionally, but spiritually I am intact. I am trying to find out where these voices are coming from.
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