If I have iniquity and sin in my heart God will not hear me. This is the truth because God does not like for Man to wrath. In James 1:20 says For the unrighteousness of Man does not produce the righteousness of God. I will admit that God is not happy whenever we are depressed. I want to say that I suffer from Schizoid Affective Disorder and schizophrenia. I have been diagnosed with a mental illness since Tuesday July 15, 1997. I was admitted to the hospital for one week. I started taking medicine for my behavior problems. I also will admit that it has taken me 12 years to forgive my ex wife for cheating on me. I had resentments very bad. I know that I am not supposed to dwell on the past. It is that she has made me so angry that I had to seek refuge in another State in the United States of America just to preserve my sanity. This is the reason why I don't argue with anyone else anymore in life. Lord God Almighty God I am very sorry for my sins. I am repenting right now for all of the wrongs that I have done in the past and present time.
Lord God, Almighty God I am very sorry for harboring a lot of anger for Almost 50 years. I know that I am not perfect, but I tell the truth about myself and my behavior. I would like to release all of my anger in a constructive manner. Please Lord God, help me to speak with everyone with common sense. I will admit that I have a lot of health problems right now. I am taking 15 pills for my mental illness problem. Lord God, I am calling you to let you know that I am very sorry for using someone else's work as my own. I'm asking for your forgiveness Lord God. I am going to release the Information for therapy next week. I have helped other people who are suffering from substance abuse and mental illness problems. Lord God, it is time for me to do your work inside of a Church in my hometown of Dayton Ohio. I will let the Pastor know that I will be volunteering my service at Fort McKinley United Methodist Church in Dayton Ohio. I also need to get admitted into a Treatment Center for Prescription Drug Abuse. I need to get admitted into an inpatient treatment facility for six months. My dental work looks like a Jackolantern. I have to go to travel to Charlotte NC and resolve some Financial Issues. Lord God, please teach me how to help others.
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