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1st Timothy 5:8 And What it Means to all people?

1st Timothy 5:8 And What It Means to All People?
By Anthony Joseph Hopkins

Good Day Everyone!! I want to inform all of you that I am blessed and highly favored by the Lord. How are all of you doing today? Fine, I hope. I want to say that I am writing this essay because I really need prayer in this area. First, I would like to say that for the past 4 years, I have neglected my household.
I will admit that I have been paying bills for things that I do not need. I want to say that I have been paying an excessive amount of money on a Cricket Wireless Phone Bill. I have been paying $115.00 per month for three phone lines. I also have to pay my student loans of $50.00 per month for three months from the University of North Carolina at Charlotte. I have lawyers that I am paying each month for legal services. My rent right now is $273.00 per month for Public Housing in Dayton, Ohio. I also pay other bills and offerings to my Church.

Second, I want to say that as soon as I read this Bible verse, I started crying because I have been neglecting myself physically and financially. I want to say that I need another Smartphone and I have to pay at least another $125.00 for a phone. I have been hurting mentally because I have been hearing voices as well. When it comes to this Bible verse, it has woke me up spiritually because I have been evaluating my life over the past month right now. I will also admit that I have been feeling like an unbeliever because I have neglected myself and my entire household.

Third, I have been getting sifted like wheat by Satan and his demons. This has completely altered my way of thinking. I am very sorry for telling everyone this information, but it is the truth. I have been relying on Meals on Wheels food each week instead of purchasing actual food for my own refrigerator. I know that I am very wrong for mentioning all of this because I can barely take care of myself. I receive monthly benefits from the Government because I suffer from Grand Mal Seizures and I also suffer from Schizoid Affective Disorder. I also have other health problems that I have right now. I am taking 23 prescription medications each day. Therefore, I need all of your prayers because I suffer from Glaucoma and Cataracts.

Fourth, I will admit that I have been hindered by Satan because I have been oppressed and depressed. I know that I have to get a job right now. However, I have been going to the hospital each month for therapy and for psychiatric consultations. My household bills are $880.00 each month. I also have to pay $186.00 dollars per month for life insurance as well. I want to also say that I need Pastoral Counseling right now. I also have to pay for storage of all of my possessions that are located in Charlotte, NC. I have cried and felt depressed for the past few months. I need all of your prayers and understanding because I have been beating myself up emotionally over this Bible verse. Reality is sinking in right now. I repent of all of my sins. Please forgive me of my sins.

I am very sorry for neglecting my household and for robbing God in all Tithes and Offerings. I realize that the money that I earn does not belong to me. It belongs to God. Everything belongs to God!!

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