Good Morning Everyone I want to inform all of you that my own brother and I are having a Sibling Rivalry right now. I have been telling him for years now that I am not feeling well! He is ignoring me! My brother and I are in need of Pastoral Counseling for the rest of our lives. I am too old to play with him. There are times when I just want to be alone with God! My brother and I love each other. There are times when an adult cannot revert back to their own childhood. We all were deprived of our opportunity to become a child. You see all of us were latch key children. Everyone of my siblings and there own children are Adult Children of Alcoholics. All of us had to fulfill our own adult roles as children just to survive inside of the Inner City of Dayton, Ohio. Sometimes growing up too fast can affect the way we progress as adults later in life. This is the reason why there are unresolved issues in the entire family systems
This is affecting every last one of us. In the Apostle Paul writing to the Church of Corinth, he said I was a child, I thought and acted like a child, and as soon as I have become an adult, I put away childish things. This is in 1st Corinthians 13:11. There are periods when I overreact to negative stimuli. I have learned earlier in my childhood by my grandparents to play outside with my friends. I have learned structure at an early age. My grandparents house was always my sanctuary. A Safe Place and a shelter from the wickedness of society itself. My relatives did not have an opportunity to seek shelter from the social ills of society. I will always love all of my family members, it is that my grandparents didn't play this mess. Sibling Rivalry did not exist in my grandparents house. This is the reason why I am more relaxed right now than 28 years ago. I have been spending a lot of time by myself. In Conclusion, my brother and I are in our minds, reliving all our childhood as adults. I have matured and acted like a parent all of my entire life. God Please help all of us to heal from our past! I will admit that I have been Court Ordered to take medication, consult with a Psychiatrist and a Therapist for the rest of my life. I have to literally change my overall behavior just to adhere what the Courts are telling me. I have to comply until I die! God has ordered all of my steps from a physical, mental, emotional, psychologically and Spiritually for the rest of my life. God's Laws will always override man's law literally and completely until the end of time.
Have you ever wrestled with Satan in the same way that the Man of God Wrestled with Jacob? I have a very important question to ask everyone right now. Have you ever wrestled with Satan in the same way that Jacob wrestled with the Man of God? I am asking this question because I had a flashback recently. It happened in 1974 when I got into a fist fight with a 15-year-old boy. We got into a fist fight over a black fisted pick that people used to comb their hair. I fought this boy because he threatened my manhood over something that he could have purchased for himself. Next, I fought with this boy because he threatened me with violence. I might have been younger, but that poor brother was limping after I got finished with him. He got away on his bike. I want to inform all of you that this boy was 6 years older than me. I want to say that I might not have wre...
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